blackpink:

I was in a slump after I debuted. My time as a trainee was the shortest out of all my members, it was about one year long. Things I should’ve experienced as a trainee, I experienced after debuting. I didn’t know anything. I would be in the recording studio not know what I’m doing. I had no one to talk to because all of the members were struggeling. My parents would worry, so I couldn’t tell them, either. Back then I struggled with sleeping disorders and apnea. I think I cried everyday during those times. I cried under the blanket. Those were the hardest times. (x)